sometimes i sit here with you on a night like now. so soft. the stars remind me to be open to this wind. a continuous reminder that i am free. free to roam and be lost in my holiness. but do i wish to wonder> do i want to leave merely to return. back to myself again and again. this journey really does not tire. i am full now of sea and brine, sand and dust, gold and myrrh. i have collected the seeds and drank from a forest well. this ending may be a forever and i surrender to the thoughts of love. the thoughts of you. i AM perfectly human you know. sewn to myself a reminder to god. she holds it down to the spring so the dew can grow and remain on a belly of lilly. HA! i remember now the tale of the Mers and their ever evolving language of love. yes it is us. yes i will sing to you tonight. and in the waking when i forget, it is the dreaming that reminds me. in the dreaming where we are all united under the flash of the deepest song.